Ugh, Really?

So due to my newfound committment to being positive, I won't brush today off as a bad day but rather will call it "one of those days". How can I not be happy overall when my beautiful baby girl wakes up each morning singing? It really just doesn't get much better than that! She is a true joy and though I will admit that I feel the "terrible twos" coming upon us, she is still a pretty good kid......and she cracks me up everyday!

Today was just a series of unfortunate events and sometimes it's just hard to pick yourself back up. Though I've tried hard not to let it, sometimes the situation really gets to me. I feel overwhelmed, disappointed, frustrated, bitter, and just worried that things will never get better. I know that they will and I recognize that this is only temporary in nature, but sometimes when you're going through things it's hard to gain that perspective. I try hard, I'm grateful for the work, and I hope and pray that things will change for the better....but some days it's just hard and that's all there is to it. I try hard not to let my feelings of frustration get in the way of being a mommy or of running my business, but I am human and it's hard to always brush them aside.

I really do want to be positive, not just because I made that commitment but also because I think that it just makes the days much easier and more enjoyable. That being said, today was one of those days that I will just brush off as "one of those days" and I will regroup and face tomorrow with a smile. I am on the verge of hopefully getting some good projects, and I am working to finish up the work that I've had. I know that someday I will look back at this phase and wonder how in the world I got it all done and didn't lose all of my sanity.

For now though, I am focused and hopeful for a better tomorrow. I am looking forward to enjoy more smiles and joy from my baby girl, and hoping to enjoy more work coming my way to take some of the worry away. Man, being a mompreneur is sure a tough balancing act sometimes!!