Yup, that's right....I'm one of those that gets super excited for Christmas as soon as Halloween is over! I'll admit that this was the best Halloween yet because Faith was so adorable and we had so much fun with her, but now that it's over I can start focusing on the most wonderful time of the year. I tried to find my all Christmas music all the time station today, but much to my dismay they aren't broadcasting it yet. I improvised and Faith and I (and daddy much to his dismay) danced to Christmas music in our living room tonight. My husband asked me what I love so much about the music and I told him I think it's the joy that it brings, the excitement of things to come, and the hope of the season and a new year. I am hopeful that all of these things will somehow bring much happiness and fulfillment our way....once and for all!
I won't lie and say that it was a fantastic weekend all around. There were some mommy meltdown moments and times when I felt like this whole situation was bringing us down as a family, but I'm moving past it. I'm trying hard to focus on the positive and look to a new day that is sure to bring us everything we want. Though I'm busy right now I don't have a ton of work coming up just yet, but I'm approaching this as a positive where an empty canvas may very well turn into a good thing in the long run. Who knows, maybe I'm onto something?! In the meantime, I look to Faith's smiling face and her chants of "mommy" to get me through the rough days, and I focus on the better days ahead and hopefully GOOD THINGS!!
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