Not Giving In

I had a fabulous Mother's Day yesterday!! Faith (with daddy's help) sent me some beautiful flowers and got me an adorable cookbook on some of my favorite foods that I've always wanted to learn to make. Then her and daddy took Grandma and I out to breakfast and spent a day of relaxation and family time over at my sister's. It was wonderful!! The weekend overall was just amazing and we had a wonderful time together, I swear some of our favorite nights are just relaxing all together. It was just perfect!

And now....it's back to reality! I haven't had much time to blog, don't really right now but needed some sort of a break. I've been working at this kitchen table for about 8 hours now trying to chip away at this project. I keep thinking of the sense of accomplishment and nice paycheck I will get when it's all said and done, and I try to get motivated. But wow is it hard sometimes! I can feel myself getting frustrated and feeling as though I will never finish, but I will not give into it. I will stay on top of this even though I want to run far away from the laptop crying, and I keep Faith as my tiny little motivator. I've gotten a lot done but I have a ways to go, I just want it to be over and move onto the next project. I'm trying, trying to stay on top of it and not cave to the feelings of frustration. I haven't even had time to return calls or emails to friends let alone look into that fun summer getaway that we've been wanting to plan. I forgot to put on makeup today and am late in making both Faith and McGwire's next appointments, but I WILL NOT give in. I will finish this up and stay on top of it, and I will let her sweet little face be my motivator.

Ugh, now I get a break only to figure out what's for dinner! It's really never ending, is it? But it's all good, this is all good stuff and nothing for me to get upset (or complain) about!!