Here We Are

So here we are, less than 24 hours until my long weekend away with the hubby. I am of course excited for some relaxation time, but I am NERVOUS AS HELL about leaving Faith. I know that Grandma will take awesome care of her but I am going to miss her sooooo much! It's so different to go on vacation once you have a baby, there's just so much more to think about. My novel is sufficiently written with full detailed instructions to my mom for Faith, including a letter that I wrote for her to read out loud so that she knows "mommy always comes back". Am I being paranoid and freaking out needlessly? Hopefully, but still.......this is my baby and I've never been away for more than overnight. I just love her so much and I hope that she won't think that I've left for good.

So to Faith, know that mommy loves you so very much and can't wait to be back home kissing you all day long. To my readers out there, you can laugh at what a freak I am for worrying about leaving for three days, but until you've gone through it you can't imagine how hard it is. Now onto write a few more meal ideas and notes that I will leave around for Grandma and Faith to find. Gotta let her know how much I love her even when I'm not here. She's just that special!!