Okay so it's one of those weeks that I'm trying hard to avoid! I'm trying so hard to remain positive and not let my negative thoughts get the best of me, but admitedly that is really hard sometimes. I'm still waiting to get in some new work and of course my negative thoughts allow me to start worrying. I start freaking out thinking that I will never get in the work that I want or need and wonder how I will stay on top of things. I've been really lucky lately to have so much work and such great projects going on at the same time, and now here I sit in the "in between" stage that I have grown accustomed to. I'm trying to keep positive and to KNOW that the work will come and that I will not be without projects for too long. What can I say, I am still a work in progress? I'm trying out that Law of Attraction thinking......it WILL work!!
I am also trying not to get discouraged that Faith is not walking just yet. Here I sit a week away from her 14 month birthday and I just thought for some reason that she'd be walking by now. She's cruising along so I don't think that there's anything to really worry about, but I'm just anxious to see the day where she takes off into real steps. I know I shoudn't wish away my days so I try to keep perspective of that all the time. She's such a happy little girl and really quite easy most of the time, so if she's a late walker then I need to just relax and enjoy everything else at this point. I'm trying, really I am!! I've always known that my biggest character flaw (and I do have plenty of them) has been my lack of patience, and here I sit reminding myself of that. I think that being a mom and of course a mompreneur pushes your patience sometimes and teaches you what it's all about. So here's my lesson of the day--be patient and the results I want will come. It sounds good, right? Now I just need to live it, so hopefully by the time of my next post I will be more at peace and of course learning to be much more patient!!
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